I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me Psalms 57;2
Archive for September, 2008
September 29, 2008 at 7:30 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
it was7:30 in the morning….syempre im preparing sa service sa church i took breakfast,ligo,bihis, and a short devotion,well guys you know me na very emotional when it comes to god himself…..
you know he saved me 3 times;may mga times na he seems distant to me…minsan i feel alone,weak and sensitive sa dami ng trials and suffering in this life…minsan gus2 ko nang sumuko…there are times na i want to backslide…..dahil wala lang….pabigat..,wala namang nagbabago….hindi naman ako lumalago
ifelt that para lang akong kalat ng mundo…wala lang nabubuhay lang.One time…dumating ang araw na he touched my heart…pinaalala nya lahat ng mga bagay na ginawa nya para sa buhay ko;i felt very sorry to myself na akala ko na nag iisa lang ako,akala ko na ako lang ang tao sa mundo pero ayun…nasa tabi nya ako….pinagmamasdan,sinusubukan…kung gaano ka tatag ang faith ko sa kanya,,,and though it all nalampasanko iyon….beliving in him i’ve cryed alot nung nandun ako sa chruch…when he gave me a blessing…..
may isang taong ginamit ng diyos para saakin,,,,,and its an answered prayer i;ve dont expect na darating agad iyon!!…haha ang bilis and the service started;my heart is full of happiness and joy bago magsimula ang service….then my teardrops fell nung kinanta namin ang still by hillsong….i dont know pero it fell…i know its gods plan to take me where i belong…i know that god god set me up…through my trials and heartaches i know that he is good and loving,that he is all powerful,that he is in conrol and he haw a plan for my life.Theres no more question at all….God is goo for me in my 19 years of my existence..
and i cryed harder when this thing came into my mind….a friend…not just a friend….my sister..i’ll promise to god that i will do anything to save my sister…i will endure all the consequences,trials only to save her….this is what ive promised to god….that i will do anything for his glory….thet might call me a freak but you know lord what is in my heart….
Lord you are unmeasurable….no one can measure your power and glory…..i dont care to others that they have there own belief but lord please touch there hearts…..
as i surrender to you….Lord i have a wish….
that other people know your greatness and power….that people know your kindness and your strength to carry all who those are burden…..
`prayer request…(kung okay lang….)
please pray for my family…my father…last week inatake sya sa puso…please pray for his health and protection….
to myself…,to my chruch….to those people who doesnt know god…
for those who are hungry at this moment,,,
and to you…. you know who you are….i chose this part….one day….we will see…He is not finished with me yet…hahaha! i will grow…at pag dumating ang araw na….pagtagpuin tayo ng dyos….i will share all that i ve learned…
this is my awakening….,my story…..,my life…
“my life is a masterpiece….when God drew it… i want you to be a part of it”-john paul bautista(missionary,worshipleader)
be still and know that im god psalms 46;10
Without God,life has no purpose,and without purpose,life has no meaning;without meaning,life has no significance.The greatest tragedy is not death,but life without a purpose
September 25, 2008 at 6:39 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
ahh yeah…
last night is my worst nightmare…..
just like the song trading my sorrows….
the sorrow my last for the night….
but hes joys comes in the morning…..
yeah….thats right…
yeah… this self centered love makes me feel like sh*t….(sorry..)
now i truly understand the will of god…
i know his will is not instant….
i will take hardwork and my faithfulness….
im good in english?! hahaha! kind of….
thank you lord for what youve done to me….
shes not the one who deserves my love….
i know that you put somebody out there to totally complete me…
and my heart….
lord you know that im faithfull to you but….
i wish to be single=)
i wish i can get marry to the age of 25 or 28….
^^ i want to share my love to all the people around me….
not only one…!! hahaha
i know you will bless me….
Mrs.Bautista right?! hahaha!
wow…
i cant wait….
but i must survive,,,,
never fall to sin…
never to fall to temptation….
never to fall on selfishness…
never to fall on selfcentered love….
lord i will promise that i will take care for the gift that youve given to me….
now my first task….
find a job…
study hard….
pray hard….
Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.-Ephesians 6:13, 17
i know dear lord that you will bless a person who know how to wait…
to your lovely gift….
yes this is my conviction….thank you for my conviction and i want to call it
“i kissed myself goodbye…”
goodbye to sin,selfishness,sorrow…and say hello to your gift of everlasting happiness…hahaha^^ now im talking!!….im not the old jampol you used to talk….1 year has passed….and i felt like i born once again!
thank you…you know who you are…
because of you….there is no jamfongfong that is so strong and so faithfull like this….and i dont to want to be alone in heaven…i want to do your best…i want to see you…that so faithfull..full of happiness! just like you’ve never need boys to make you happy^^ hahaha just joking…
you are very special to me….
time will tell….
we must cross the crossroad to stardom!….
i just dont belive this…. i finally wrote a blog in english!
i think im ready to be a call center…
haha!
i think i will do my own way…..my hard way….HAHAHA
i want to share my life to you…
people out there….
finding love….
no one will find love….
the love is within you….
and the love behind you…. thats god…
i love to be a jesus freak…hahaha!=get high with god…
now im reading my own boy meets girl by joshua harris…and when ive finished it i want it to share with you,,,,
thankyou for all….now i finally can say.. “i kissed myself goodbye”
see you at the finals
jamfongfong007-bigger,stronger,harder,still…faithfull
be still and know that im god -psalms 46;10
life is a trust….-purpose driven life
i think my life is a masterpiece-
and im proud that all you people is a part of it….
!!!! this is the best blog is ever wrote!!!!
September 15, 2008 at 6:59 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
“Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends-John 15;13″
He is a good friend
- genesis 1;4- God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness.
- john 10;11-I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
- psalms 25;8-Good and upright is the LORD;
therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
He is a true Friend
- Jeremiah 10;10-But the LORD is the true God;
he is the living God, the eternal King.
When he is angry, the earth trembles;
the nations cannot endure his wrath
- Romans 3;14-Their mouths are full of cursing and bitterness
- John 15;1-I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener.
He is a eternal friend
- Psalms 90;2-Before the mountains were born
or you brought forth the earth and the world,
from everlasting to everlasting you are God.
- Psalms 91;13-You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent
He is a caring Friend
- John 15;13-Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
- Romans 5;7-Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die
- 1Peter 5;7-Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you
- Luke 19;10-For the Son of Man came to seek and to save what was lost
godbless…!!
jamfongfong007^^-Be still, and know that I am God psalm 46 ;10
September 14, 2008 at 12:56 am · Filed under Uncategorized
i wrote this sept 13,2008 6:31pm
i want to change my life…. iwant to have a positive outlook on it… How can i have it?! Wait hold up……okay!! let me share to you a poem wrote by May Riley Smith…..nabasa ko ito sa i kissed dating goodbye chapter6….Sometime ang title ng poem….nasa ma bless ang makabasa nito….
Sometime, when all life’s lessons have been learned,
And sun and stars forevermore have set,
The things which our weak judgements here have spurned,
The things so’er which we grieved with lashes wet,
Will flash before us out of life’s dark night,
As stars shine most in deeper tints of blue;
And we shall see how all God’s plans are right,
And how what seemed reproof was love most true.
And we shall see how, while we frown and sigh,
God’s plans go on as best for you and me;
How, when we called, He heeded not our cry,
Because His wisdom to the end could see.
And e’en as prudent parents disallow,
Too much of sweet to craving babyhood,
So God, perhaps, is keeping from us now
Life’s sweetest things, because it seemeth good.
And if, sometimes, commingled with life’s wine,
We find the wormwood, and rebel and shrink,
Be sure a wiser hand than yours or mine,
Pours out the potion for our lips to drink;
And if some friend you love is lying low,
Where human kisses cannot reach his face,
Oh, do not blame the loving Father so,
But wear your sorrow with obedient grace!
And you shall shortly know that lengthened breath
Is not the sweetest gift God sends His friends,
And that, sometimes, the sable pull of death
Conceals the fairest boon His love can send;
If we could push ajar the gates of life,
And stand within, and all God’s workings see,
We could interpret all this doubt and strife,
And for each mystery could find a key.
But not today. Then be content, poor heart;
God’s plans, like lilies pure and white, unfold;
We must not tear the close-shut leaves apart,—
Time will reveal the chalices of gold.
And if, through patient toil, we reach the land
Where tired feet, with sandals loosed, may rest,
When we shall clearly see and understand,
I think we will say, God knew the best.”
God knows whats best for us….thats true….alam bya kung ano ang nasa puso natin…alam nya ang mga kagustuhan natin…..pero always remember just wait for his right timing…minsan…inuunahan natin sya kaya kaya aun…imbes na ibigay ang blessing….huh!! bokya…. god is always on time….kahit sa palagay natin na huli na…i know hindi pa ito ang tamang oras ko….kaya while waiting for his will gagawin ko muna ang lahat ng mga bagay na pwedeng maka pleased sa …inde sa sarili ko kundi sa kanya….from this day i promise to him that i will every single of my singleness until the day that he will blessed me with his will….sabi nga God gives us strength so that we can make things possible(philippians 4;13)…
as for myself….maaga pa para saakin ang commitment….may pinakita pa saakin ang dyos…na mga bagay na alam na ikalulugod nya…..the im ready for what he will gives to me… and i will surely enjoy every single of my singleness….jampol…maaga pang maging tatay!!=)…maaga pa para magkagf…. mga points na tandaan….
“its better to serve than to be served”
“theres no turning back….serving the lord”
“obiedience is the key to our faithfulness,as a friend of god”
always remember hindi sya KJ….
While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen [are] temporal; but the things which are not seen [are] eternal.2Cr 4:18
godbless!
jamfongfong007^
September 10, 2008 at 6:45 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
dear heavenly father thank you for this day na binigyan nyo pa po ako ng isang buhay…marami pong salamat sa mga blessings na pinagkaloob nyo po sa linggong ito para saakin thankyou for the love and care that you’ve showed for me although na marami na akong pinagdaanan…natuto akong magtiwala sayo;natuto akong tanggapin ang mga katotohanang pilit kong pinagbubulag-bulagan.Lord alam ko na marami pa kayong balak gawin sa buhay ko at alam kong kakayanin ko lahat ng ipapasan nyo saakin panginoon…..marami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko…sana lagi nyo pa po akong gabayan sa aking mga desisyon at mga pangarap Lord jaya oi ang may alam kung kailan,saan,paano ko maipapanalo ang buhay na ito.
bigyan nyo pa po sana akong ng lakas upang magamit sa inyong ministeryo….sana’y maging blessing ako sa ibang tao at makita po saakin ang inyong holiness
ako’y nagpapasalamat sa mga talentong binigay saakin sana mapayaman ko ito sa ikakaluwalhati nyo .Yes Lord;the world might hate me pero nanjan ka….nagtitiwala
ako ay nananalangin para saaking pamilya;bigyan nyo po sila ng higit na lakas para makaahon sa buhay..pagpray ko rin po ang paglaki nina joseph,robin,jayson at patrick sama ko na rin poang mga taong malalapit saakin c na wendell,naomi,raquel at ang pamilya nila … pag ingatan nyo po sila;ipinagprapray ko din po si mommy alam ko ang pinagdadaanan nya bigyan nyo po sya ng ibayong pag-iingat at papa ko ingatan nyo po sya dahil papunta syang mindanao bigyan nyo pa po sya ng lakas para makapagtrabaho Lord;i love my family.Pag ingatan nyo rin po ang mga taong nagbibigay sakin ng lakas.Ipray for youngacts sana kahit na wala ang institusyong ito sana ang mga dating members nito ay magkaroon ng faithfullness lord;thank you na naging kabahagi ako ng youngacts….kung hindi baka kung saan-saan na ako napadpad;i pray for melissa….na maging malakas sa lahat,,,,kung ano man ang dumating sa buhay nya ibigay nyo po sa kanya lahat ng blessings at protection in her life…i pray for het immediatte healing and i know Lord that she deserves to be happy…lord guide her in this life…
maraming salamat sa lahat ng ito…to the struggles to the trials,heartbreaks at lonliness na ito….salamat dahil nanjan parin kaya para saakin….
thank you=)
ilove you
ikaw lang ang hahawakan ko….
in jesus name;Amen
What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun.
Is there anything of which one can say,
“Look! This is something new”?
It was here already, long ago;
it was here before our time.
There is no remembrance of men of old,
and even those who are yet to come
will not be remembered
by those who follow-ecclesiates 1;9-11
b strong!